Dreams

In the beginning of the pregnancy I would have dreams that BP was a boy.  Lately I have been having labor dreams with the outcome of a girl baby.  Last night's was so vivid.  I was in labor and they announce that BP is a girl.  She looked exactly like Gwen.  The dream turned sour when I have to tell my father that he has yet another granddaughter.  He looks so disappointed and sad.  He wouldn't even talk to me.  It broke my heart. 

BP of the future, if you are reading this and you are a girl, please know that Papa loves you so much and wouldn't trade you in for a million grandsons :-)